Full

People are such full of it. We are obnoxious, careless, hypocrite and full of everything.
We got thing way over our head and could be self-centered most of the time.

We claim and throwing tons of craps to each other preaching vast on how would we want to live in a world of a better tomorrow. However, little did we do anything to change ourselves first. Oh, such irony.

There are so much things happening in my life that I didn't have the time to grasp every single meaning that are to it. It just too overwhelming and I'm just a young adult trying to learn and understand. Well, often time question keep barging on my mind's knocking for an answer which I do not have.

It so sad to watch, read, heard of everything in the social media or even in reality. Especially the things that are happening in my home country. Living abroad 6000 kilometers away, does not make me any less Malaysian. It just sad on how things are now. I wonder what kind of view does others have of their home country while they are miles away. What kind of perspective do they hold to their belief, their religion, their life. Those questions are hard. Being a muslim abroad have brought me to a point where I kept asking myself have I done enough. Will it be okay. Or it is not and do I have to try harder?

Well I am been pessimistic. That is bad. Is not it?

Do make your stay here in dunya worth while. Don't waste it on such to much worldly desire. Money, wealth, joy, lust would not make your life full. Instead the bond with your Almighty creator Allah swt that make you full and complete.