I woke up each days never failed to feel anguish, anger, frustration and despise. Those feeling running deep through every inch inside of these veins. It never fails to harmonically succumb well together with all the thought and motionless despair of not able to do anything.
I was left as an abandon hope ; a burden.
I blame all of these due to my incapabilities to contain the sheer meaning of how and why the world works as it is. I was naive and ignorant.
I had nothing and then I had everything and I come back to have nothing again.